I Didn't Read About
Transformation.
I Survived It.

Chapter 01 — The Darkness

I Was Drowning. And Nobody Could Tell.

I have ADHD. Not the version people joke about. The kind that made me feel fundamentally defective. By my late teens, I was dealing with clinical depression and body dysmorphic disorder.

That kind of rejection in childhood rewires you. It installs shame at the operating-system level. Everything felt grey. Every flaw magnified. I was drowning quietly.

Chapter 02 — The Exchange

I Made The Biggest Equivalent Exchange Of My Life.

I gave up comfort. Social validation. Years of youth. In return, I demanded knowledge, discipline, and a new identity.

At 3am I studied my own biology — endocrine optimisation, circadian biology, dopaminergic pathway regulation. My father, Dr. HN Mallick (former AIIMS Professor), provided the clinical foundation. This isn't bro science. This is medicine.

Chapter 03 — The Rebirth

I Walked Out A Different Human Being.

I'm 20. I've retired both of my parents. Everything I own, I built. I created an alter ego — Zxntana — the purest expression of who I've become.

“The result was total transformation. Not just physical. At the level of identity. I became someone I would have looked up to three years ago.”

Chapter 04 — The Mission

Now I Install The Same Operating System Into Others.

Metamorphosis is a complete system for rebuilding a human being from the inside out. Life coaching, fitness training, identity rebuilding. Tackling the three silent epidemics: clinical depression, body dysmorphia, undiagnosed ADHD. Not symptom management. Cause elimination.

Chapter 05 — What I Believe

Faith Kept Me Alive When Nothing Else Could.

I studied every religion — Hinduism, Islam, Christianity, Sikhism, Buddhism. The common thread: we are not here to act like gods. We are here to serve each other.

This is why Metamorphosis isn't just a business. It's an act of service. Every person I help is a debt I'm repaying.